BORROW MY HEART

Borrow my heart, call it your own.

Feel  the love that was never shown.

It seals my laughs and my tears

‘laughs’ for when you were here

And ‘tears’ for when no one was near/

There rest my dreams and my wishes

‘dreams’ for a life of togetherness

And ‘wishes’ for our happiness.

It echoes of my prayers,

Silently whispered into the night

To light up your path with light.

It stores my blessings for you

May you be filled with love anew

May love abound and sorrows be few.

YOU KNOW YOU'RE WAITING WHEN...

You know you’re waiting when

Seconds take a li’l longer to pass

When you sit with memories amass

Reminiscing the times back then.

You know you’re waiting when

You have a knot in your throat

Refusing to dissolve

So you can be normal with men.

You know you’re waiting when

The shadow of the past looms large

Over this present day

To haunt you of the memories made then.

You know you’re waiting when

Things around you lose colour

When into emptiness you holler

To seek what you lost since then.

WHAT YOU DID

You held my hand,

And we took walks into eternity,

On beaches with sun and sand,

And into the forests away from the city.

You held me tight,

And took me into your dreams,

Away from my nightmares of screams,

Which you muted with your might.

You hugged me close,

To shield me from the storm,

To lift my spirit when I was morose.

You did it as if it was a norm.

You lead me on,

To touch the heights of happiness,

And then dropped me into the abyss,

To die out of loneliness.

ABOUT MEMORIES

A turmoil, feel like standing

In the eye of the storm.

Ready to fall into the abyss.

Yet they wont let you.

You wanna die

But, they are keeping you alive

Not because they are good

But because they want you to suffer

Everything around you is an upheaval

Yet its calm and serene

Cause its not your surrounding,

Its you wailing

Like a child.

You wanna let go of the pain.

But somehow you have gotten used to it.

Its your fag.

You hate it.

And yet you love it.

You wanna cling to it

Day in and day out.

It’s a vicious circle

The memory is all you got of him..

You cant let go.

Even worse you WONT..

Cause he wont let go of you…

UNDER THE GRAVE

A wilted rose on a stone

Atop a thousand wilted wishes

Waiting forever to bloom

To touch the future’s kisses.

A thousand miles trodden by the feet

Shades under which he used to sit

All cry softly on his departure

Their  tears wilted in their  stature.

He was born and he aged

He had lived and loved

Now he is gone

And no one has come to know.

The rose on his grave adorns

The earth that covers him

He can witness it from his cave

For he now rests under the grave.

A SILENT DEATH

In the silent song of the night,

Wilts the lovely rose,

The lover curses the dark,

For his silent death it marks.

In the silent beauty of the morn,

Cries the moon in the heaven

For in the light of the dawn

The  stars die a silent death.

I bumped  into silence once

Asked what she is…

She said “ I am the voice of  your heart,

When it has nothing to speak.

I am in the heights of the mountains

I am the melody or heart f the sea

I am how your heart weeps

When it dies a silent death.”

TEARS

Tears, universes in crystals

Universes in motion,

They narrate stories without words,

They show you a life bereft words.

Tears,magnificient crystals

they walk you through time,

through those cobbled streets of memory

as they run down your cheeks.

Tears, language of the universe

Gateway to the kingdom your soul

The language of happy eyes

The unspoken words of a hurt soul.

Tears are what I had when you left me

Tears are what I have when I dream

About seeing the sunrise with you

And tears are what I will have

To give you all my life…